Have you ever had that butterfly-in-your-tummy feeling when you’re caught in a situation where you needed to make a decision but you do not have enough time to really sit and consider, yet you set out to (or about to) make that decision anyway, even though you’re bound with uncertainty that down the long winding road that you’re taking, you’re going to regret or be content with that very decision you make?
When you thought there might be a greener field on the other side of the fence, yet each time you want to take a peek something holds you and assures it’s always greener where you stand, but yet all you see is thick mist and fog that come and go?
That’s exactly how I’ve been feeling of late.
I know I should have performed solat ‘istihara to seek for guidance, but the intent was shortlived (no thanks to Ms Flo). I sat and kept thinking about it again and again, but all I see is gray. How can I be sure? What if all go wrong? Who will I blame, myself?
Then yesterday as I stepped into the train, going home from work, quite oblivious to my surrounding I kept meddling with my phone, until halfway throughout my journey, I looked up. And the first this thing I saw?
This FOX advert.
Is THIS a sign?
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For those who asked, it’s not the guy in the picture (who cares who he is, right?), check out his shirt!
December 10, 2009, 12:00am Comments
